Tuesday, June 2, 2009

If i could say my wordS....


"There is only one happiness in life, to love and be loved."

but sickly, i dun need it rite now. N i dun even need anyone by my side to love me n make a sweet thing wut-so-eva rather than my family does. Am i being hurt? yeah, so much n it ran deeply into each side of my heart then given every teardrops that make me feel Love is like a relationship set on fire, if u dare to walk thru. Then now i knoe ur happy then its o-kaylah. Apelg kn? I ve forced myself pn 2 forgot bout all dat crushing thing. cuz da lame pn.The thing is after u go then come another n another one that make me feel so sick, not for loving them, but being pursued to giv an answer i dun wanna give. Owh pelizla, Aku da ckp aku xnk build relationshiop ngn sesape kn xphm2 ke. N d thing is, im d one wit d humanity dat tied between love n thankful. byk sgt thutang budi tapi perlu ke aku tipu diri sdri? Its very true u help me a lot n willing to sacrifices for evrything but noe wut? Let d time decide my soul n how i feel about this human being called 'guy'. Cuz i dun think i need one ryte now. N 4 me, lying to myself n others is not d best thing to do. Its hard noe to tell d person wen im being asked can i be their........?rite now, my focused is only to have a super-duper wonderful work to build a better life 4 my parents n siblings, can all these stupido things stop bothering me? huh. Tlgla doakan aku dpt keje bgus idop bagus ke ape, bkn kawinn cpt ok!grr

Still.

I hope im makin d rite decision 4 makin u wait..thank youu



Only GOD knew why~

6 comments:

Suria Azhar said...

eh?..dh break up ke?..huhuhu..try to get busy..dont simply lay down and cry ..or even to think about it..just let it go,ok?..time will heal..

*nasihat dr org yg tak pnah break up..ahahahha..

m u r n i said...

aahaha! kite kan ade! ilek ahh! :PP jgn beagak dengan ku~ :P

I - s Y a said...

hu...

smoge dpt keje yg best dn hidup yg bhgia disamping kluarga tsayang~

zeyra zaha said...

oh babe.
ak baru je tao satu guy yg mmg ak look up, respek gle2 rupenye sbnanye sampah masyarakat je. guys dlm baye2 kite mmg takley caye.i would never trust a guy lah wat mase sekarang nih. whatever hapen. tunggulah ak dah keje ke. huh . guys are sure effing weird creature ever on earth

neveralone said...

buddy sume, smnanye d story bout break up tu da lame da pn. n i da lame single-mingle. tp besela kan.org kate easy to begin n hard to end, take time gak nk lupekan.tp bile da dpt lupekan tu.dtg blk yg lain n nak jwpn.tahpapela. rimasla rimas rimas bleh x?? xleh ke kwn je sme hiss!n guys are gud in promising kn? dont theyy?aku da xbley pcaye lgsg tlgla!bencihaku.i dun need a man laahh.btw,thx maksu,muni,isya n yurt, at least i knoe i have many ppl around lovin+supporting me:)

auz88 said...

so u hate guys so much hah?..guess i'm one of the species too..huhu
so sory abt dat... =(
but still,wanna wish u all da best in ur life n in wat ever u do.may Allah make life dis life more easy 4 u..pEaCe..v(^_^)v..