"There is only one happiness in life, to love and be loved."
but sickly, i dun need it rite now. N i dun even need anyone by my side to love me n make a sweet thing wut-so-eva rather than my family does. Am i being hurt? yeah, so much n it ran deeply into each side of my heart then given every teardrops that make me feel Love is like a relationship set on fire, if u dare to walk thru. Then now i knoe ur happy then its o-kaylah. Apelg kn? I ve forced myself pn 2 forgot bout all dat crushing thing. cuz da lame pn.The thing is after u go then come another n another one that make me feel so sick, not for loving them, but being pursued to giv an answer i dun wanna give. Owh pelizla, Aku da ckp aku xnk build relationshiop ngn sesape kn xphm2 ke. N d thing is, im d one wit d humanity dat tied between love n thankful. byk sgt thutang budi tapi perlu ke aku tipu diri sdri? Its very true u help me a lot n willing to sacrifices for evrything but noe wut? Let d time decide my soul n how i feel about this human being called 'guy'. Cuz i dun think i need one ryte now. N 4 me, lying to myself n others is not d best thing to do. Its hard noe to tell d person wen im being asked can i be their........?rite now, my focused is only to have a super-duper wonderful work to build a better life 4 my parents n siblings, can all these stupido things stop bothering me? huh. Tlgla doakan aku dpt keje bgus idop bagus ke ape, bkn kawinn cpt ok!grr
I hope im makin d rite decision 4 makin u wait..thank youu
Only GOD knew why~